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when i rummaged for a certification

talking about past mistakes' shadow

As I lay in bed, my mind was consumed by a heavy weight, the weight of my past mistakes and failures. It was as if a dark cloud had descended over me, and I couldn't escape its shadow. No matter how much I tried to push those negative thoughts away, they clung to me like a thick fog, suffocating me. The thought that I might have caused harm to myself and others lingered like a bad dream. The more I thought about it, the more it seemed like my mistakes were ingrained in my character, a part of who I am. And this realization only added to my worries, causing me to wonder if I would ever be able to make things right. As I struggled to find a way forward, I couldn't help but feel helpless and lost. The gloom of my thoughts seemed to suffuse everything around me, casting a pall over even the brightest moments. It was as if I was trapped in a never-ending cycle of despair, unable to see a path out. In moments like these, it's easy to forget that we have the power to shape our own

Reflections on Ied Al Fitr

On the joyous occasion of Idul Fitri, I had the pleasure of visiting my extended family, and what I encountered there left me deeply impressed. Amongst the elders of my family were some truly remarkable people, who had carved out illustrious careers as leading anesthesiologists in Medan, eminent lawyers, and distinguished lecturers. As I conversed with them, I realized two critical things that would shape my perspective towards my chosen profession. Firstly, the sight of my extended family's accomplished professionals inspired me to become a force for positive change. It struck me that the professions they had chosen were not just "cool" but served as a catalyst for social and economic development, which motivated me to become a professional capable of benefiting society.  I was reminded of a beautiful analogy that I once heard - just like the mighty oak tree that casts its shadow to protect and nourish those beneath its boughs, our profession must serve as a shelter, pro

Kuala Lumpur Bound: Notes from a Solo Traveler #1

๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ‘€✈️๐Ÿ™๐Ÿœ๐Ÿ’ค๐ŸŒ†๐Ÿ‘‹๐ŸŒŽ๐Ÿ”Œ๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿ“š After more than a year and a half, I finally mustered the courage to sit beside the window on my flight to Kuala Lumpur. There were times when I cried a lot due to my fear of flying, but this time I decided to take the window seat and was rewarded with a beautiful view of the city lights at night. It was a long-awaited sight! Before my flight, I took some time to perform a short itikaf in the airport prayer room. I was feeling a mix of emotions- nervousness for the journey ahead, sadness for being alone, and maybe even a bit of overthinking about unfinished work and friendships. But during my prayers, I felt a sense of peace and comfort. After praying, I went on a search for sahoor. I hoped to find KFC in the airport, but there wasn't any open, so I looked for rice. Unfortunately, all I found was noodles, so I grabbed some to go and headed to my gate. As I arrived, people were already queuing to board, but I took a moment to sit and eat my noodles. Just in

75 Hal yang Ingin Saya Lakukan Setelah Membaca "The Art of Thinking Clearly"

Ajukan pendapatmu, sekalipun itu berlawanan, jika berada di dalam tim yang bersuara bulat, karena bisa jadi ada yang berpikiran serupa tetapi memutuskan tutup mulut;  Pertimbangkan besar kemungkinan sebuah peristiwa;  Nilailah produk dan layanan hanya berdasarkan harga dan keuntungannya;  Mulailah berpikir dari hal yang paling umum;  Sadari bahwa di dunia nyata, keseimbangan sangat mungkin tidak terjadi;  Saat ingin memengaruhi orang lain, beri umpan atau acuan terlebih dahulu;  Sadari bahwa kepastian adalah hal yang paling tidak pasti;  Sadari bahwa hal buruk memang lebih mudah diingat;  Buatlah sejelas mungkin pembagian tugas individual dalam kerja kelompok;  Saat menghadapi pertumbuhan sesuatu yang eksponensial, jangan di kira-kira berapa hasilnya. Hitunglah dengan kalkulator; Sebisa mungkin jangan ikuti lelang;  Jika ingin benar-benar memahami sesuatu, lihat apa yang ada di baliknya;  Cermati hubungan yang katanya "sebab-akibat", siapa tahu "akibat-sebab" atau b

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ใƒ”ใƒผใƒ”ใƒผใจใ„ใ†้ณฅใฎ้ณดใๅฃฐใง็›ฎใŒ่ฆšใ‚、ใ‚ฐใƒƒใ‚ฟใƒชใจใ„ใ†ๆ—ฅใ€…ใฎ่ฒฌไปปใซ่‚ฉใ‚’่ฝใจใ™。ใ™ในใฆใ‚’ไน—ใ‚Š่ถŠใˆใ‚‹ใ“ใจใŒใงใใ‚‹ใฎใ‹?ๅฟƒใฎใ‚ญใƒฅใƒณใจใ„ใ†็—›ใฟใ‚’ไน—ใ‚Š่ถŠใˆใฆ、ไธ€ๆ—ฅใ‚’ไน—ใ‚Šๅˆ‡ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹? ใƒ–ใƒ„ใƒ–ใƒ„ใจ้Ÿณใ‚’็ซ‹ใฆใฆใ‚ญใƒƒใƒใƒณใซๅ‘ใ‹ใ„、ใ‚ดใ‚ฝใ‚ดใ‚ฝใจ่€ƒใˆใ‚‹。ไฝ•ใ‚’้ฃŸในใ‚ˆใ†ใ‹?ใ‚ซใƒฉใ‚ซใƒฉใจ่…นใŒ้ณดใ‚‹。ๆ…ฐใ‚ใซใชใ‚‹ใ‚‚ใฎ、ๆ–ฐใ—ใ„ใ‚‚ใฎ、ใฉใกใ‚‰ใŒ่‰ฏใ„ใฎใ ใ‚ใ†?่‰ฏใ„ๆœ้ฃŸใŒไธ€ๆ—ฅใ‚’้Žใ”ใ™ไธŠใงๆœฌๅฝ“ใซ้‡่ฆใชใฎใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹? ใŠๆฐ—ใซๅ…ฅใ‚Šใฎใ‚ขใƒ‹ใƒกใ‚’่ฆ‹ใชใŒใ‚‰、ใƒ‰ใ‚ญใƒ‰ใ‚ญใจ็‰ฉ่ชžใซๆฒก้ ญใ—ใฆ่‡ชๅˆ†่‡ช่บซใ‚’ๅฟ˜ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใซใ™ใ‚‹。ใงใ‚‚、ใ‚จใƒณใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใƒณใ‚ฐใง็พๅฎŸใŒใƒ–ใƒใƒƒใจๆˆปใฃใฆใใ‚‹。ใ“ใฎใพใพๆœฌๅฝ“ใซ็ถšใ‘ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใŒใงใใ‚‹ใฎใ‹?่‡ชๅˆ†่‡ช่บซใ‚’ใ“ใ‚“ใชใซ้…ทไฝฟใ™ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใŒๆœฌๅฝ“ใซไพกๅ€คใŒใ‚ใ‚‹ใฎใ‹? ใƒŸใƒผใƒ†ใ‚ฃใƒณใ‚ฐใ‚„ใ‚ฏใƒฉใ‚นใซๅ‡บๅธญใ—ใชใŒใ‚‰、ใ‚ดใƒœใ‚ดใƒœใจ่ƒธใฎ้‡ใ•ใซ่€ใˆใ‚‹。ไผ‘ๆ†ฉใ‚’ใจใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใซใจไบบใ€…ใŒ่จ€ใ†ใฎใ‚’่žใใŒ、ใƒ”ใƒชใƒ”ใƒชใจใ—ใŸๆฐ—ๆŒใกใจ、ใ‚ใใ‚‰ใ‚ใšใซไธ€็”Ÿๆ‡ธๅ‘ฝๅŠชๅŠ›ใ™ใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใซใจไบบใ€…ใŒ่จ€ใ†ใฎใ‚‚่žใ“ใˆใ‚‹。ๆญฃใ—ใ„้“ใฏใฉใกใ‚‰ใชใฎใ‹?ๆญฃใ—ใ„้“ใŒๆœฌๅฝ“ใซใ‚ใ‚‹ใฎใ‹? ็ ”็ฉถๅŠฉๆ‰‹ใจใ—ใฆๅƒใใชใŒใ‚‰、ใƒ‰ใƒณใƒ‰ใƒณใจ็–ฒใ‚ŒใŒ่ฟฝใ„ใคใ„ใฆใใ‚‹。ใงใ‚‚、่‡ชๅˆ†่‡ช่บซใ‚’ใ‚ฌใƒƒใƒใƒชใจไฟใก、ไน—ใ‚Šๅˆ‡ใ‚ใ†ใจใ™ใ‚‹。ๅŠชๅŠ›ใŒใ‚ฌใƒ„ใƒณใจๅ ฑใ‚ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹?ใใ‚Œใจใ‚‚、ใ‚ฎใƒฅใƒƒใจ็–ฒใ‚ŒใจๅพŒๆ‚”ใ—ใ‹ๆฎ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ„ใฎใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹? ๆ˜Žๆ—ฅ、ๆ˜ŽๅพŒๆ—ฅ、ใใฎๅ…ˆใŒใฉใ†ใชใ‚‹ใ‹ใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ„ใ‘ใ‚Œใฉ、ๅ›ใฏใใ‚Œใงใ‚‚ใƒใƒชใƒใƒชใจ่ฉฆใ—็ถšใ‘ใ‚‹。ใ™ในใฆใŒใƒˆใƒณใƒˆใƒณใจๅ›ฐ้›ฃใชใจใใงใ‚‚、่ฉฆใ—็ถšใ‘ใชใ‘ใ‚Œใฐใชใ‚‰ใชใ„。ใฉใ†ใชใ‚‹ใฎใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹?ๅผทใ็”Ÿใใ‚‹ๅŠ›ใ‚’ใƒใƒณใƒใƒณ่ฆ‹ใคใ‘ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใŒใงใใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹?็ญ”ใˆใฏใ‚ฟใ‚ฟใ‚ฟใจๆ™‚้–“ใŒ่งฃๆฑบใ—ใฆใใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†。